I left you because you asked me to.
Although you may argue that you never said such a thing, your actions spoke louder than your words. Your gestures and your sincerity ensured your feelings towards me were not of the same magnitude as mine. So I lied to myself and thought maybe in time mine would grow but when something’s not right you always know. No logic or reasoning can undo a feeling that you know is rooted deep in your soul.
I thought I met my soulmate once upon a naive time but he wasn’t my knight in shining armor, just a retard in tinfoil who didn’t know how to voice his concerns. But through all that turmoil I learned that you never water the soil if you don’t want a flower to grow.
So I left you, because you asked me to.
Although you may argue that you never said such a thing your actions spoke louder than your words and my feelings were no where to be heard, or felt, or found, spent time searching all around but ended up with nothing. It wasn’t easy to come to the conclusion that maybe I fell for the idea of something, just an illusion, it was even harder realizing that we were too far in for me to excuse myself with a simple “I’m sorry”. For what it’s worth I really was, and as cliche as it is to say “it’s not you, it’s me” it really was.
So I left you because you asked me to,
always be honest with you.
So I was.
Carrie <3 en We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/82922110/via/jessiescloud